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However, after meeting and talking in smaller groups, I started realizing that this ‘project’ wouldn’t be so bad after all because I no longer needed to find a topic that could realistically capture all aspects of this data project. I just needed to find trends and correlations and somehow find reasons behind these findings. It was a cool project, but definitely rushed. It would have been a more beautiful and natural process if it we spent more time as a class discussing our findings and from the collaborated to build a better website, aesthetically.
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However, after meeting and talking in smaller groups, I started realizing that this ‘project’ wouldn’t be so bad after all because I no longer needed to find a topic that could realistically capture all aspects of this data project. I just needed to find trends and correlations and somehow find reasons behind these findings. It was a cool project, but definitely rushed. It would have been a more beautiful and natural process if it we spent more time as a class discussing our findings and from the collaborated to build a better website, aesthetically.
]]>Initially, I was just confused because I only recently started understanding what feminism meant, beyond the textbook definition. In Jamaica, feminism really has not caught on yet (and probably won’t, because our culture naturally hold women in high regard.) As I scrolled through, all I could see were post driven by rage, anger and just down right bitterness, although it took me a while to get there (the beauty of satire, eh?) I then started realizing the power of humor for this site. They continuously take things that somehow infuriate women (feminist to be exact), and use sarcasm to highlight their displeasure with the male species and in general, how media continues to paint women and their issues.
The recording process was easier than last time. It’s crazy how quickly 10 minutes flies by, because I felt like we barely scratched the surface of the website. However, I trust that Micah got all the information she needed to release a well informed podcast.
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The conversation with James was initially tough, because I don’t really like shallow talking. I prefer meaningful conversations with someone which leads to an end where I can say I left that conversation a bit more knowledgable (whether it be about myself, the person or a topic.) So starting out this conversation with James was pretty bland to say the least. He was also not super forthcoming at the start so that made my position just slightly worse.
However, our conversation began to pick up momentum when I started asking him deeper questions behind his mundane answers. For example, he told me his major and he picked it because it was cool. Now I can’t do much with an answer like that so I went on to ask him if his surroundings in NY played any role in his decision, and from that I was able to get a pretty profound quote from him “{it} is the way of the future and therefore something I want to be a part of.” At that moment I felt like I was gaining some depth with him, and so I was really encouraged by that.
James has really taught me a lot about how similar we as humans are. Although space and culture may separate us physically, it was really interesting just to see the similarity between both of us in our love for our home. It reminded me so much of my heart for Jamaica, something that I find so hard to explain to many Americans. I dream of the day I can finally call Jamaica home again, and not have this stark identity crisis that I am currently facing.
This project has definitely showed me that there are innate things as humans that we all share and admire. It was a pleasant time just basking in that and not being suffocated by our many differences that Americans so easily pick up on and highlight.
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